I sent an apology letter to Yin Ting yeserday
ya, coz he was shouted by the vice prefect because of ME
ok, see? I am so important!!!!!!!!!! --> gosh, this girl goes crazy recently
I was actually feeling depressed and regret.... --> so i sent the apology letter
Yin Ting replied to me and told me not to feel sad and encourage me to do better
yeah, so it seems i can be the prefect next term??????
god!!! i made it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Y-E-A-H- :D :D :D :D
thanks yin ting, thanks god, both of you are soooo sweet
i know i am too shy and quite
(i admit that I act like a stupid, little mouse when there are lots of ppl in front me)

god, i hope i will get better in my entire life :)

ya, i know i am naughty coz I am haveing computer lesson at school now......
although my exam is coming, i still haven't studyed at all yet
I chat with Bee for 3 hours on last Sat and Sun
it was soooo nice

however, my happiness didn't stay long........
sigh.......

i felt terrible now
if I had promised Miss Tsang, Mr Chan and Mrs Lee last school yea,
I would have been a prefect AUTOMATICALLY now........ sigh again..............
and I didn't!!!!!!!!
I gave the parents letter to them and let this precious chance flew away!!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooo reget!!!!!!! :( SIGH

and i apply for being a prefect this year lor
sigh..............
ok, actually, Mrs Lee, Miss Lau and Mr Lam persuaded me to apply
Mrs Lee told me that it is hard to apply for a prefect from now on
it's becoz the school adds much more restrictions this year
sigh........................................................... :-(
first, you must be 80 above the whole from - 80/200
Then, the list will be given to the teachers to select
after that, the list will be given to your class teacher again
thereupon, you need to have a interview
finally, you will have a practise trainning to see whether
you're suitable for being a prefect, such as activeness, cooperative (with other prefects)

i pass all the things
i am having practise trainning now
BUT i think i FAIL :`(
the class that I should handle for is toooooo naughty and noisy
other classes can behave themselves so well but mine..... FAIL
so I am FAIL

i feel sorrowful not only because i can't be a prefect but also becoz
Yin Ting teaches me well, I can't disappointed him!!!!! :(
I am so sorry for him......
coz he really teaches me in a very detail way and he is hilarious.
(ok, i admit that he is hilarious is not a main point)
after lunch time, I went to that naughty class in time
i told them to keep quite, stay well in their seats and read their books
they just don't listen and the boys still run over the classroom
guys!!! RUN AROUND THE CLASSROOM
i can'y believe that!!! but it is real......................... sigh...........
besides, the girls keeps chatting and playing
god, i just can't control them
they are too active la.......
Oh my god.....
Before the teacher comes, one of them vice prefect came to the classroom
and his face was black and frowned.....
He asked Yin Ting why the class was so messy and noisy
the vice prefet said:
damn you! how could this class be so noisy...
then i can't hear their conversation exactly
but i know that
Yin Ting helped me!!!!!!!!!


though i feel very sad and that's actually not fair at all
being a prefect is really my ultimate goal this year
ok, i think i will just imagine this to become a more happier thing:
God, ok..., the head and vice prefect appoint this class to me because
they believed that i can handle this tough calss well
i hope i can do better tomorrow coz tomorrow is my very last chance
to show that i can really handle this job well!!!!!
OSH!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know i can do it!!!
yes, you can!!!!!!
go ahead!!!!!! run!!!!!!!!

why my maths are soooooo poor?
why my hard work didn't pay off?
)(*&^&*(#$%^&*(^&*()!@#
left 1 day--> Maths Test
though I can't change the situation,
I STILL WANT TO TRY MY VERY BEST, ok?
God, ok?
ok?
please..........
please,,,,,,,
help me, god
you're my only god and you're just the right man who can help me
God, I need your help
please listen to me.....

忠誠型
你會是一個很好員工，因為你很忠心盡責。安全感對你都很重要，因為當遇到新的人和事，都會令你產生恐懼、不安的感覺。基於這種恐懼不安，凡事你都會作最壞打算，換句話說，你為人都比較悲觀，也較易去逃避了事。

害怕、憂慮、猶豫
忠誠型的你們，真可用一句俗語「擔X(不太文雅，不打出來了)唔偷食」來形容，你們的服從性很高，所以少有冒險精神，也不會行差踏錯。你們表現得忠誠，是因為你們害怕，對很多事情皆憂慮，很多時都向壞處打算，所以做人很謹慎。

同一原因，由於害怕做錯決定，所以當面對決擇的時候，你們大都顯得很猶疑，心大心細。

適當的憂慮能保護我們，但若過份憂慮則會阻礙我們前行！留意留意！

心情highhigh時
快快樂樂的第六型能引起別人強烈的感情回應，因他們都親切可愛、友善、調皮、熱情。不單如此，他們對朋友很忠實，朋友和家人對他們都非常重要，所以他們會致力與不同的人維持持久的關係。在眾多的人際關係裡，信任和長遠的友誼是很重要的。

情緒downdown時
忠誠型的人的不安感頗強，很多時要通過與朋友的相處去肯定自己。所以，不難理解他們對朋友是頗依賴的，很想時刻有朋友在身邊，去平服自己的不安全情緒，不能獨立處事。另外，第六型也是敏感的人，尤其對身邊人的。

朋友看你是
「好盡責」、「對朋友好好」、「好依賴朋友」、「好似對自己無咩信心」

提升有時努力努力
走向「九仔」，能順其自然，信任身邊的人，並願意放下自己拘謹的態度和防衛機制。

後退有時注意注意
會走向「三仔」，變成工作狂鹵莽地做事，為求目的，不擇手段。


和平型
在很多情況，你們都是和平使者，善解人意，隨和。你們很容易了解別人，卻不是太清楚自己想要什麼，會顯得優柔寡斷。相對地說，你們的主見會比較少，寧願配合其他人的安排，做一個很好的支持者，所以你是心較被動的。

怕羞、怕事、懶惰
和平型的你與世無爭，渴望人人能和平共處，很怕引起衝突，是不顯眼的一個。由於從不試圖突出自己，你們會比較怕羞、怕事，也很容易有躲懶的意慾，因為你喜愛和平，不喜愛辛勞，所以你也不會PUSH自己！
若你心想幹一番大事，則要好好鞭策自己啦！

心情highhigh時
第九型是平和型，顧名思義，他們是一個和平使者，是一個溫柔的朋友。當其他朋友一肚子氣的走到平和型的身邊時，那股氣一下子的消失了，他們那種平和的氣質可以很有感染力。由於他們溫柔，又能安撫別人，所以很多朋友找他們傾事，一舒內心的鬱結。

情緒downdown時
平和型的朋友的確是很謙虛，寬大，卻過度順從別人。他們對每個朋友的評價都很高，覺得自己是比他人低一點的，所以有傾向依靠別人生活，自己卻不能獨立起來。平各型們，你們要勇敢自己生活，因為永沒有一個人可完完全全代替你的生活。

朋友看你是
「跟他一起很舒服」、「好平靜，沒什麼可以令他的情緒大起大落」、「樣樣都無所謂」

提升有時努力努力
走向「三仔」，有清_而明確的目標去做事，以換取日後更多安逸和閒適的空間。

後退有時注意注意
傾向「六仔」，行為變得偏激，多慮，會變得更加防衛、被動。

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Wish myself a happy birthday
I received and am receiving lots of wishes from yesterday till now.
Thanks..... so much...
You guys are sooooooooo sweeeeeet
Later, I am going to meet with my relatives
coz my cousin tin tin born on 18-5
so they celebrate our birthday together
actually, they didn't notice that i think... LOL
anyway, that's GREAT!!!!
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Last year, I went to have lunch with Rosalind and Holly in 五十嵐
that was amazing :D
I enjoy every year's birthday
thanks mum , thanks dad
thanks, all my my lovely and adorable friends XOXO